Today (February 24, 2022) began with a feeling of some kind of new round. Something global is happening, something that we don't see or realize yet.
Some new energies and processes are underway.
This means that events will follow. It's as if the ropes are being "untied" by being pulled together.
It is better not to read to the particularly impressionable.
I am writing metaphorically, because Russia came to me precisely through this perception.
A huge space covered with a black blanket. It feels like suffering, pain, and hopelessness. Moreover, this blanket lies in layers, like a layered pie. Light- dark, sometimes black.
A retrospective. The energy is Feminine. A long-suffering, caring mother. Energy is emotional, warm, enveloping, giving.
The processes are unstable, often with anguish, pain, and the final point is forgiveness and acceptance. And so on in a circle- in layers. Corresponds to the right hemisphere of the brain. The action is irrational, often contrary to common sense. The goal is the highest justice, altruism, and the preservation of "peace in the family."
On the subtle plane, it is read as a great depth, a colossal amount of unmanifested anger, inner strength, and at the same time acceptance and patience. I'm responsible for the balance, I have to keep quiet. Stability in the family depends on my decisions. I keep this space from strife at the cost of infringing on my own desires.
I see everything that happens, I allow everything to be, I wait for everything to happen as it should. I have a lot of responsibility, I can't allow a collapse, so I can't put pressure on it so as not to provoke it. I include everyone and everything in myself and unite for peace "in the family."
The meanings are Generosity and patience. But there's a lot, a lot of pain inside.
The key qualities are mercy, foresight and the ability to wait for the moment. Inner clarity. Generosity. The desire to give. Simplicity. Lack of cunning.
I'll play your games, although I'm not very interested in them. I'm older, wiser. I'm kind of watching from above, because I'm not the one who decides. There is a higher will. I obey her. I have resources- that's enough to survive, I'm accumulating resources.
The deepest feeling is love. There is no control, I go with the flow, I observe.
A feeling in the moment. Rage, a paradigm shift of suffering to inner support, strength, manifestation.
The time has come, a powerful energy boost, as if from within, coming to the surface of what was under the black layers. A large amount of light in the depths, a powerful stable dense layer rises to the surface, but in order to reach it, this black blanket of suffering must collapse- the upper layer and everything under it.
I am alone, I have no allies, and there is nowhere to look for help. It feels like the transformation of suffering into a state of uncontrollable anger, causing others to feel numb and afraid. However, it comes from a state of love. The solution is, I'm going all the way.
It feels like global destruction is coming. They are trying to bind Russia hand and foot as if in a "straitjacket", a cocoon. Close your mouth, and put it back "in place", cut off, separate, shut off the oxygen. This will eventually turn out to be for her benefit and will give her a great internal resource.
Fighting. Night. It's hard, it's long. It was a very difficult and stressful time. Layers, laws, rules, and systems are collapsing. Russia, in the form in which it was presented earlier, ceases to exist, it is growing, changing, becoming stronger.
The paradigm of suffering and sacrifice is something that must go away irrevocably. This happens not only in macro, but also in micro processes - in human souls. This process is just beginning to unfold. It was like a huge black funnel destroying everything that was familiar. Complete loss of internal supports..
People. A lot of deaths. Such is the flow of many new people (children) coming with a new type of perception of reality. Their gaze seems to be inward. They are difficult to understand, they are different.
Everything should collapse almost to the ground. The old world and the habitual way of thinking are being destroyed. Mostly Ego.
I repeat, the way we perceive ourselves and the world through fear and suffering must change. Very high speeds. Nature is raging. It's a difficult feeling in the next 3-4 years.
That deep luminous layer rises, but heavily, powerfully and forever. But before that, there will be a difficult dark time ahead.
